i'm starting to get bored. it's been a month since I stopped with what i was doing to give a chance to my health and now i'm bored. I mean kaya ko naman sana pa e. with all the meds, I think I can still survive the remaining 2 months since puro madadali lang naman ang kailangang kong tapusin, un nga lang may puyatan ulit but nonetheless after a year of sleepless nights, my CD4 count is not really that bad. 2 years of not taking any meds, CD4 count is not that bad, though sobrang obvious ng TB na kailangan kong i-treat. and if hindi ko sya i-treat baka lumalala. and I need my CD4 to do that. actually, what worried me nung huli is nung nag negative na ako sa PPD meaning I don't have enough antibodies to sustain the PPD anymore. last year lumaki pa sya ng lumaki e. ngayon wala na.
pero that doesn't discount the fact that I'm bored now. gusto ko na talgang may ibang gawin. ang tagal ng 6 months. even ung 2nd month for the sputum test. i'm not sure nga kung AFB ang papagawa sa akin or un geneXpert pa din. sa AFB kasi negative ako. sa geneXpert ako nahuli. hindi naman kasi ako marunong dumahak and wala akong ubo or plema. CXR lang talga na before is fibrosis lang ang nakita tapos nung tumagal they're considering PTB na. naisip ko, should they treat me ba agad with rifampicin or dapat nag isoniazid muna ako? well, they're the doctors. yung ID nga dun sa hub ko ang hirap kausap. I mean, I read stuff so kahit papaano I ask a lot of things.
Hindi ko na alam kung ano pang movies ang ida-download ko. pati books, ang hirap naman magbasa ng magbasa lalo lang aantukin. tapos paubos pa ng paubos ang pera ko magbabayad pa ako sa philhealth buti na lang may 3 months pa ako bago bumalik for a refill. thank God wala namang ibang side effects so far yung mga gamot na iniinom ko. ang kinakatakot ko is yung rashes e kasi magiging obvious. or maitim lang talaga ako kaya hindi halata hahaha. bahala na. basta I'm bored. Cge na nga, time to watch movies ulit hanggang matapos ang araw.
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